creativity is such a funny thing.
something you just have no control over. there is nothing worse than a 'creative' to-do list...
for me it usually just comes down to the wire and the creativity kicks in at the last possible minute. i have GOT to figure out how to manage it better... but how?
did have a wonderful creative weekend... kara and janet came into town to work on education planning for next year. we brainstormed and designed classes for consumer shows, independant events, ckus and on-line projects... we had a BLAST. we cruised around to different supply stores (non-scrapbooking) to find materials and possibilities to think outside the box. awesome stuff emerged.. i am excited. usually as i focus on just one thing... i generate tons of ideas but i can't FOCUS on more than one thing...and it's usually NOT the thing that i am SUPPOSED to be focusing on.
but now.. it's monday morning... and i am picking up the pieces of everything that i have dropped the ball on to be creative all weekend... and i feel so OUT OF CONTROL! dang. i have been dragging on laundry... just went to change the laundry this morning and i am thinking what was in the washer had been there since sat. morning... so it totally smelled all moldy. ***GROSS*** i just can't keep up!
and then it sets in... the ultimate CRUSHER of all things creative: GUILT. so much is happening this week. colton is being baptized, cory is student of the week and my folks are coming to town. my to-do list this morning is UGLY.
deep breath... and ask myself... why the heck am i blogging??????????????????????
time to get serious